Tuesday, September 29, 2009


in atoms of life,
in seeds in womb,
in dance of galaxies,
in darkness of black holes..
in twined DNA of life,
in a soul far from cry,
life is happening in each moment,
reverberating in winds,
flying in clouds,
tiny specks in cosmos,
of human existence..
of life in ghettos,
of soulful sun..
life in spring...
with leap of faith..
of determinism and free will,
in tune with miracles and divine interference
of journey we beckon,
of wisdom we garner,
stepping on failures
and rising past them
accepting the unified
and cosmic presence
of stars that shine,
and moon that glints..
of eclipses which overshadow
our dreams in transit
yet the dew shines on petals,
and child smiles anyway,
flowers blossom
and winters turn to may.
good shall come
or may not
but keep singing the eternal song
in wilderness of existence
hold your self..and kiss
you exist,
is a miracle..
of countless chaos bundled in order
for you to witness
the joy,
turn away not..
trust me..

life will shine like thousand sparkling suns on you too,
but deny not yourself the pain,
you been passing through..
your alchemist will turn you to gold
when time beckons
and make you dance in eternal world of matter,space and whole...

mun mun

PS : it is quite chaotic and incoherent but that is the state i am in while writing it and a surge of release for me...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

closing cycles......

by Paulo Coelho

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through.
Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished. Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parents' house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened.
You can tell yourself you won't take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill.
None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us. What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back.

Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away. That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place. Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them.
Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.
Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the "ideal moment." Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back.
Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person - nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.
Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009


be hopeful..!!
have faith..!!!
be optimistic...!!!
keep smiling in spite of troubles...!!!

i think we all have heard inspiring things like this in our lives, i too have..but then there is sometime when you just cannot smile,
when you want to weep,
when you want to be vulnerable,
when you cannot think straight,when you want to quit...
is it all that bad?
have we always have to wear facade of optimism and
cheerfulness on our face?
cannot we be sad and sombre?
have we always have to be part of crowd?
cannot we have a moment with our self?
do we always need to share pleasantries?
cannot we be doleful and whisper our secrets to trees,clouds and look for a private space where no one intrudes?
cannot we wish a situation where we are not judged,dissected,criticized,but are accepted as part of whole...as unified particle of universe which beholds us!!!
cannot we stop to talk or see faces of men?
cannot we enter shrine of our soul?
cannot we fly?
do we always need to masquerade? cannot we breath freshness in our stale robotic lives where we are required to act,think and belief as per preconceived notions?
a life of hope and despair,light and dark,tears and laughter,day and night,yin and yang....

i will smile...sure
but i will shed a tear too when i feel like..
i shall be strong...
but will nurture my weaknesses too..
i will welcome day
but will dance in night too..
i shall share my being
but will search my space too...
i shall be ying
but will be yang too...

P.S:i don't know what was going through my mind when i wrote this and many ppl Will not accept it,that is how they see life and i don't wish to change how they see..
it is through my understanding of life..