Friday, July 17, 2009

of love and love...


Grow old along with me!
The best is yet to be,
The last of life, for which the first was made:
Our times are in His hand
Who saith, 'A whole I planned,
Youth shows but half; trust God:
See all not be afraid!'
Robert Browning, "Rabbi ben Ezra" (1864).

a gift from my best friend!!






whenever i have been down and out,he has been supporting me in his own inscrutable ways which i rarely understand...

i fight a lot with him but he always stands besides me with his hope,faith and prayers. His optimism creates miracles for me and his constant encouragement has now become an addiction to me!!!

he does not share his problems with me because he cannot see worry on my face..

he supported my dream even when his own dreams were crumbling...

i share some of his thoughts....


  • i don't know what should i write.
  • a word of hope,a shoulder in sadness,a hand in darkness
  • then i realised what you feel,i feel it twice!!!

  • i always want to see you at zenith..if i dreamt ever of something most sweet, i wished same for you but if my road was so rough and tough for me that does not mean i should change what i felt the best for you...

  • gods delay are not gods denial..dont fence your goals or concepts..every valley has its low point,every mountain has a peak..problems do end..they do go away..they are resolved with time.they say it is glory of god to conceal things..your storm will pass and your winter will too thaw....
thanks a lot...for many such write ups..
it indeed is a pink diamond for me!!!!

May the road rise to meet you...
May the wind be ever at your back....
May the Good Lord keep you in the hollow of His hand....
May your heart be as warm as your hearthstone.....
And when you come to die
may the wail of the poor
be the only sorrow
you'll leave behind....

May God bless you always....




Wednesday, July 15, 2009

the calling path!!!


We have certain times in our lives to make choices and not just make them but also live consequences of our choices..
we wish that some Nostradamus or Jeane Dickson to come...or some astrologer to come to our rescue that whatever choices we are making are the right ones...!!
how do we or better still i decide which path i have to tread?
i started determined on a path i wanted to tread with all my fortitude and will...but as i started my journey it was riddled with innumerable problems,but i kept going...with all hope and faith...
but things didn't seem to ease out...i still hanged on to my dream...
i kept running after it and i must say i still am but it is eluding me in all its hues...
then i kept thinking is existence telling me to let go of my dream that is why there are so many hurdles...or may be i should muster some more courage..
how do we decide the path of life we have to tread?
does destiny push us where we need to go or is it we who chooses?
can a decision be taken instinctively or it needs to be dissected every time?
cant we take a path when whole world is against it and bear consequences of our choices?
is life always perfect and fulfilling?
cant we take risks?
cant we explore life?
is experience of elders paramount and should be taken in consideration or we should make a fresh pack of our unique experiences?

i go with the decision i have decided and when i know all odds are against me...but i promise i rise or falter on this path,i take the blame!!!
because if i dont tread this path due to fear or apprehensions i will always have a guilt that i did not try,that i gave up because other people frightened me...
so,i take a plunge...
and with it take a responsibility to make choices which will determine how my life unfolds!!!
amen!!!
ciao ciao!!!